Monday, October 15, 2007

Not to be...

We found out this morning that we are miscarrying. I find it a little ironic that it is on pregnancy & infant loss awareness day. That would make 2 losses in the last 4 months. I feel broken and done. Jason isn't ready to close the door on treatments yet. Emotionally I don't know if I can do this anymore. Maybe next summer.
Anyways, we are going to complete our adoption paperwork and get the homestudy started. I really just want to be a parent.

24 comments:

M said...

Tons and tons of hugs coming your way sweetie. I am so sorry.

Jennifer said...

Again, I'm so terribly sorry.

Tina / Anxious Changer said...

I am so, so sorry... I was hoping to see better for you. **Hugs**

Mommy Someday said...

So sorry!! Thinking about you... (You didn't tell us what happened...Did the doctor tell you that you were miscarrying?? I hate those kind of visits!!!)

Searching said...

I'm so sorry. :(

Christy said...

I'm so very sorry for your profound loss. I know just how much it hurts.

littledifficult said...

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts.

Lori Lavender Luz said...

Oh, Kat, I'm sorry you're going through this again.

I am holding you and Jason in my thoughts. Wishing you good grieving (I know that sounds odd, but I'm hoping you know what I mean).

Kristin said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. The roller coaster is awful.

E. Phantzi said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

lltanderson said...

i'm so sorry for your loss. i'm wishing you peace and healing.

-lori

Amanda said...

I am so so sorry. You are in my thoughts. (((hugs)))

AwkwardMoments said...

I am very sorry for your losses, hugs

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry. Sending blessings and positive thoughts your way.

Deb said...

Sorry for your loss, wishing you a source of comfort during this rough time.

Meghan said...

So so sorry for your loss

Sunny said...

AWFUL! HUGS! I wish I could change things.

Samantha said...

Aw, Sweetie, I'm so sorry.

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

Having just miscarried myself on Saturday/Sunday I FEEL your grief.... Yet you have done this twice over....

I HATE miscarriage. I HATE losing a baby. I HATE the suffering and grief.

Nothing any of us can do will help, we'll just say we are here, we are so sorry...

Bea said...

I'm so sorry.

Bea

Anonymous said...

I'm so, so sorry. :(

Courtney said...

I'm truly very sorry that this is happening to you. You are in my thoughts...

Waiting Amy said...

So, so, sorry. I wish there were better words. Just know that many of us understand how awful this can be and are thinking of you and Jason.

Kristen said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I know I'm late but I am hoping you are able to find peace in this difficult time. XOXO